It’s a thought that can crawl into your mind in the dead of night, a cold and heavy weight settling in your chest: Why doesn’t my husband want me? I’m Amanda Erin, and I’ve been there. I’ve lain awake next to my husband, Kevin Clarence, close enough to touch but feeling a million miles away,…
I still remember the exact moment the thought first hit me. It wasn’t during a big fight or a dramatic, movie-style confrontation. It was a quiet Tuesday morning. I was standing in our kitchen, the one we’d picked out together, laughing about some silly video I’d seen online. I turned to share it with my…
Hey there. I’m Amanda Erin, and if you’ve found your way here, chances are you’re asking yourself a question that has probably kept you up at night more than once: “Why is my husband so jealous?” Trust me, I get it. I’ve been there. My husband, Kevin Clarence, is the love of my life, but…
It’s a gut-wrenching feeling, isn’t it? That slow, creeping realization that the respect you crave from your husband just isn’t there. It’s not always a big, dramatic fight. Sometimes, it’s in the small things: the eye-roll when you share an idea, the way he dismisses your feelings, or the constant second-guessing of your decisions. You…
It started as a small thing. A niggle. A fleeting thought on our walks to the local coffee shop. I’d be mid-sentence, telling a story, and realize I was talking to the back of my husband’s head. Kevin, the love of my life, would be a full stride or two ahead of me, completely oblivious….
Let’s just get it out there. I love my husband, Kevin Clarence, with all my heart. He’s my rock, my best friend, and the person I want to spend the rest of my life with. But sometimes, usually when we’re settling in to watch a movie, he unleashes a biological weapon so potent it makes…